The worst kind of r/ship is where one is WITH a most faithful partner, yet their minds constantly wonder to the possibility of new adventures. To the faithful party, this is more painful than the sting of death itself.

But God says,
"I was very angry with them, for their hearts were always looking elsewhere instead of up to me, and they never found the paths I wanted them to follow"
Heb 3:10

we can't start now to imagine the magnitude of the love God has for us, it is beyond our mortal brains.

its like when a scientist builds a robot and the robot tries to explain to the scientist how his mind works or try to read his makers mind. how else can this be explained?